Now I'm never gonna say it

Without being a contradiction to the concept of living

You will never see me outside of a building

I'm trapped in where I'm sitting, with the concept of living, I'm gone

See a palace I've mentioned before, likelihood, foreshadowing

I'm taken, possessed by my own mind, see another building in a city that my mind will fly over the sea

No, no, no, no

Will I ever compensate for an action I may not have ever done? No

Will you ever see the people, the man, the ones that have eaten the souls? You know

The men, the innocent souls, the ones who lived a regular life?

Those who seemed to be dead, may not be dead because of what he, and I said

No!

No, no, no, no

No, I never said this, I'm never gonna give up until the ending comes

There was no right to reside a seat for him

He was a malfunction in the word's old ends

There was never an Earth for me and there was never a place for him

I may not be who he is, but I'm possessed, so please, go take me with them!

No!

No!

They take my weapons and I'm forced to retreat
I lose again and again as they seek me
I'm not sure yet if his attacks are forced or not
Since emotion is not yet fear awaiting to be factored, so
Now I will lie, I'm attacked, set to die
He says he hasn't lost, and although he is right
I'm finally able to be one with my might
I will set the record to be broken, now in time

I wish to be fixed
I would like to be healed
I wish to be fixed in righteous position
I wish that I didn't get possessed each time I have enough courage to strike back at him
I wish that I could win

(They will never know
Did they think I'd lose? I don't
They don't understand my point
They want to view it politely
It's an escape, not a punishment
They want to show enough proof that I'm belittled, I run free, they want to remove lifeless freedom
I am showed no credit under my name
I don't die, I take over
Rivals will fall, I want unrealistic expectations to be real
I'm ready to receive the attacks. come at me)

Here's a list of simultaneous updates I've received over the current timeline of the past few minutes
From online posts that have been posted and circulating by Eli

(They will never know
Did they think I'd lose? I don't
They don't understand my point
They want to view it politely
It's an escape, not a punishment
They want to show proof, enough proof that I'm belittled, I run free, they want to remove lifeless freedom
I am showed no credit under my name
I don't die, I take over
Rivals will fall, I want unrealistic expectations to be real
I'm ready to receive the attacks, come at me)

Fixing what was never broken

I was never told when it broke

Speaking up for facts even if though I never known it

Was I wrong to cut the bleed?

Even under cut down trees

I will never know where I stand

My ground was stolen, no I know

(Broke, no no, no)

Living life like it was a water hose

Breaking up with an ex easily with no rehearsal

Speaking with me as if I were in the circus, no

Spelling out incoherent screams while

I tie a knot from my ceiling fan to

Break apart the ends of a noose, I hope that it works too

Sadly, I'm still out here singing

The folk never cared about a message I was screaming

I have seemed to live a lie

And I will try but then fail again

I seem to have been working on my limits to be running on

I like some ideas so please go keep them coming

However, If I lose then that's okay, at least that's what I say on the surface

This is my only time to shine but if I can't then I will fail my life

If I go try to say goodbye, then everyone will cheer it

Go, then cheer it

Seem to break apart, then reincarnate right back into the start

Living life like it was a water hose

Breaking up with an ex easily with no rehearsal

Speaking with me as if I were in the circus, no

Spelling out incoherent screams while

I tie a knot from my ceiling fan to

Break apart the ends of a noose, I hope that it works too

Sadly, I'm still out here singing

The folk never cared about a message I was screaming

I lived a life, a small town man living in a large city, name it Colorado Springs to Denver

Larger than I thought when I moved western, but

There was an extra thing I that had saw greater

A life, a new one, with many opportunities

I tried them all out, and I did real great!

I was living a great life, a real great one

When I was living a great life, and soon moved far away

Living life like it was a water hose

Breaking up with an ex easily with no rehearsal

Speaking with me as if I were in the circus, no

Spelling out incoherent screams while

I tie a knot from my ceiling fan to

Break apart the ends of a noose, I hope that it works too

Sadly, I'm still out here singing

The folk never cared about a message I was screaming

Now I'm sitting down

Confrontation to the ground

My heart's beating up and down

My mind's broken, now unfound

Trying to listen to words

Now nonsense and now unheard

Now look at the fact that the socket

Is unplugged from the wall, now listen

See my word, upfront

Berpy's leading early hunt

He comes specifically for us

I get the vote, then get undone, now listen

(Listen, listen, listen, listen)

Now there's another one who follows in the lead of one

I had a real, true supporter!

I never thought that I'd have one

But if I had just listened, then I would've learn some more

But since my visions are black and white

I must be out of order, now listen

(They must be out of order, I said be out of order

Would I ruin the chances of becoming once older

I never sought a fight lower, but it's come to the point that if I were to just see him

He'd honestly just break me, please listen)

See my word, upfront

Berpy's leading early hunt

He comes specifically for us

I get the vote, then get undone, now listen

(Listen, listen, listen, listen)

Out of order, fix on border

Life on the edge

Profound, won't defend

Drink with chemicals

Handicapped breathing tube

Neck is next, too

Ceiling provides extra proof

(Ypreb morf kcabdeef erom deviecer ev'ew, won thgir)

Now that there's another one

A look into the future is about the time I get forth

Through the future, into I go

Seem to be splitting atoms every molecule that I know

Seem another reality

Fortunate enough to get passed through the obstacle course

Since what we're doing right here, is traveling time every boring second that we move now

I backslide into a palindrome of lengthiness sought by a builder who thought, 'What am I truly doing here' and decided to live his life in sin

I never thought that it would work but he made something good out his long bad life, and that is good for me to pass him off as a good man

The lengthiness is a pattern of fallacies

I use the segment addition postulate as a tree

Now, AB plus BC equals AC

Put it together, you understand my struggles And the title makes sense, you see

I don't think it's possible to win

A battle not even the strongest man could defeat

With this man, the brain matters far more than the muscle

Since I know that he comes up down from the rubble

I backslide into a palindrome of lengthiness sought by a builder who thought, 'What am I truly doing here' and decided to live his life in sin

I never thought that it would work but he made something good out his long bad life, and that is good for me to pass him off as a good man

[Verse 3]

Now I see it once, a pattern on what seems to be letters repeated in an orientation from back to front

Repeated simultaneously, soon creating an endless cycle of torture that we hid inside of our brains

We have all backslid once and we will again

Every single second we do this, and we never know

This service that I wish to provide will be glory luck

If I fail it next time, I'm last, and out of luck

(I backslide)

I must just be lost in your arms

I'm done, but not yet

I see you there

I must just be lost in your arms

I'm done, but not yet

I see you there

Now

As I call home

I respond, "what is going on"

I get no call, but rather a rewrite

In the mail I see nothing right

I want to sleep tonight

I live alone, I have no fight

Toward to clouds of all-knowing

I have no family, I'm alright

I swear

I hear a shadow and it disagrees of my denial

I want to break down, I want to call home

I double down each time, I don't want to lose

I wish my embodiment of feelings could finally be no more

I hide everything under my stairs

I really want the pain to end

A hurricane surrounds me outside

I wish that I could call for a light

I know you, I'm not so flattering

It's a figment of the mind, however I know

I only care about getting my message across

If I don't then you can call me a goner

I don't know my purpose (quietly impossible)

I see you, you're balanced, well, and fine, I can say

Will there ever be one to save those out there who are hurt?

Either way, there's help for both you and me

We just need to find it in different directions

I spot you, you're the same as before, but I know

You're all beaten up inside, I can tell

Do you want some exercise or some help

I promise I know what to do

You don't know your own purpose (quietly impossible)

Now I will fight, I will save for tomorrow

I will take more than I can collect

I know that I need something for a change of pace, but I don't know how to, quite frankly

And I know I've broken my own personal laws many times

I need something to make me happy

I could break all I know, but I just want to see you once but I can't resist the urge to break

I can't imagine

I just wish I had more hope, I hope that one of the songs are at stake

I'm unorganized, I'm all over the place around here

There was one thing that brought me joy

And it was you, the way you broke all of my urges and brought me to my own heaven

And it's the fact that you took all I had

I see you once and I fall into a deep sleep

I just want to have at least one more day in the life I had

Before I changed my style, I just wish I could experience joy

Once I quit being a bachelor, I won't be too sure what I will truly be

Would I have given everything up?

Well I'm not too sure, I'll guess, will I have died still a bachelor?

I could break all I know, but I just want to see you once but I can't resist the urge to break

I can't imagine

I just wish I had more hope, I hope that one of the songs are at stake

I'm unorganized, I'm all over the place around here

There was one thing that brought me joy

And it was you, the way you broke all of my urges and brought me to my own heaven

And it's the fact that you took all I had

I see you once and I fall into a deep sleep

I just want to have at least one more day in the life I had

Before I changed my style, I just wish I could experience joy

Once I quit being a bachelor, I won't be too sure what I will truly be

Would I have given everything up?

Well I'm not too sure, I'll guess, I will have died still a bachelor?

(Why must I have become a sadist, recalling the repercussions?)

Now that there's now one who supplies me legally with knowledge

I can finally track down the man and find my way into his head

He can get a taste of what he's done to millions out there

He will finally regret what he's done, but maybe I'll fail

A sadist finally recalling

Now I see the intentions, but I want to get my word out quickly

If you see someone hurt, as I said last time, please go help

I would know, it's pretty tough out here

Luckily, however, there are good people there for you and for me

I want you to be happy

For me, please, be happy

Now that I just want to close my eyes

My body is weak and the medicine won't help

See, there will be a lot of problems but I just can't pull the pin when I see it

There won't be a man to discover

I'm sad that there's no person here

I try to discover what could be another opportunity

And the avarice are sitting stagnant at their castles stacked with great extravagance

With a feeling of being glamorous

And all the allies that sit in their laps like dogs haven't fathomed the fact they might be lost in a path of magnifying the actions of the big man they're laughing with

But the fact of the matter is he isn't laughing with them

They're the thing that he's laughing at

Someday I plan to grab an ax or a hammer out of the blacksmith's hands

And bash the castle's walls down until it's all ash

An act that will turn the laughed at into the ones

Even the thieves and greedy believe to be a hero

Now that I just want to close my eyes

My body is weak and the medicine won't help

See, there will be a lot of problems but I just can't pull the pin when I see it

There won't be a man to discover

I'm sad that there's no person here

I try to discover what could be another opportunity, oh no

I just want you to make it on through

Now, I get that you have ignorance

There's one, to be mighty over, not a kingdom made up of a hijacked ruler

See, this is what our minds have done, yeah

Look at how far that you've made it

And now that you hear my voice, that's concealed it

You've made it

See how many people are backed by you, see how many people will know you

If you think it's no one, check again, you're their son

Please be reminded of the word

You are loved and you know that you're heard

Pick back, with a plaque, everybody's got a GAT

With the fact, that the pack with their pact

See another group of fellows run up to meet a fan

See another fellow punch up a man, with his plan

Force it back, back and forth

With another like-a-sort

Concept, slimmer pan

Hit it up, sharpen it

Now you've got a full-circle degree knife

See them, that's the group with the screwed-up heads, that ain't right

Pick it up, if I were sword to back with the bed

Fill it nevertheless if I were to become another bet

To him, I'm just a mere value in currency

Be another bet to be a better man, bet I say

'If you want to challenge another, hey, say we battle up here and there on that bay

Look at myself, just another part of currency

But at the end, that means we all have worth to the kid's head

Well, I'm never gonna be the one that's gonna say it now if I don't

There's a curvature up, overhand, then underhand downward curve

You will never know what I mean

Until it's time I tell you

There's important significance

Two tears on my eye and they both represent the life I'm lead

One line being broken as I don't know when it's going up

Second line is the other broken line as it continues to spiral it's downfall

The same one that I'm lead down on

Now I'm gone

They let me go

I have gone lost

They made me go

With a little extra batter, I would mess it all up again

Only if I could be a better man to befriend, or better yet, a mere bet to get from a set up plan, I get it but I bet there's a better bet to get

I don't understand if it is a mere fact to understand your own peers

But if I were to shrink myself down, I would get myself better yet to a point that I can't even blink

But I say it's worst with the constant reminder of what happened on that day seven years ago, but what happened? Well, I'm not quite sure

No, no no no no no no

Now I'm gone, now I'm gone

Speak it with me, see you, but I swear I do

I'm sorry

I can't quite see myself correctly the way you see me negatively

But I promise that I'll keep my temper until I'm physically hurt

Hopefully you don't have to see that again, the way you had to see me break out that one night

But I promise I'm not at the point of extinction, I swear I'm alright

I promise I can make myself a home all alone, where I swear there are people

I promise I love them so much

Now I'm gone, now I'm gone

They let me go, they let me go

I have gone lost

They made me go

First, you see me

Next, you come up to me

Then, you start to make me question myself

Finally, you walk away and then my morals are messed up

Now I'm gone

They let me go

I have gone lost

They made me go

They made me go

They made me go

All of the split molecules

They all tremble down to the floor

But what is my worth? What was it for?

I have only been made useful a handful amount of times, what is even happening

I'm similar to oganesson

Always in last, never needed

Now that you're gonna break my heart

I look into the future if I get a start

I synthesize the atoms I walk on

With my synthesizer already running

Playing useless chords and notes, what is even happening

We're similar to oganesson

With an idea in fruition but still useless

With my atoms creeping up on me

You wish for another occupation

But you're stuck in the same one and you can't move, look

We're at the bottom but we can do it now

Hear me out if you can hear this

Another proclamation to how we exist

It's difficult to keep it running

The engine has the same gears it was installed with years and years ago, what was even happening

The rust and movement, oganesson

They are not interchangeable, but it's meaning works

I only have time to stare at the ceiling

Wish upon the star to rebuke extracurricular activities

Now, I just can't but lie awake, 'til morning

I, I just can't fight the night

I will pack all my things, okay? I promise

I will be just fine without you for a little while

A little while, I promise

The night I will chase and I will survive

Until tomorrow evening, where I fight it again

We fall

We fall apart

Apart

With the closing of the Cafe

I haven't had space to think straight

I wrote a letter to my friends, the ones who I had to give up

Dear you, I hope to find you well

I just wish I had more time time to think, so I'll incorrectly spell

My following document of what I wrote

About our own fallout

With an extra enter, I hope to find you well

I haven't been able to think so I fell down to the bottom of my own list, that I'll sell

Since I don't have anything to get my out of my own cell

Well that's a lot, but I bet it ain't a lie

Since there's a prime example of the regular guy who thinks that he's fine when there's an final battle crisis that he's leaning to avoiding

I promise I'm fine

We fall

We fall apart

Apart

Fall apart, fall apart, fall apart

Speaking of which, when will I find a new place to rebuild my consciousness

We fall

We fall apart

Apart

We fall

We fall apart

Apart

We fall

We fall apart

Apart, fall apart

Fall apart, fall apart, fall apart

We fall

We fall apart

Apart

Spare a man from his life

Will you have truly made a success?

Or have you made a fool out of yourself and your name?

There's not much that I can say

Except goodbye to all that I've known to date

Will you see me again? Well, that's up for debate

I have a query for the ones that made up me today

Will you let me be lost? Well, where was the place where I had gone wrong

Was there another sequence of actions that led me up here for the sake of my life?

Was there something I did that turned me away from it all?

Tell me, where did I go wrong?

Passing hours go by

I'm beaten up and weakened as every second passed behind my frontal cortex hits it's core

We all need the pain to stop, it's time I stop being selfish and finally get up to do something good

It's time I fight

It's time I fight so you don't

Get possessed or I do not

The palace is tall

It takes some time to get to the top

It's time that I fight

It's time that I fight

It's time that I fight

I'm ready, you are not however fine

You speak for me as I approach

You see me face to face

You thought I planned and planted

Everything around me, I really wish I didn't

You speak for me

You see me

You look for me

I break out on you, who you do, too

You look for me

I break out on you

I break out on you, who you do, too

I break out on you, who you do, too

I break out on you, who you do, too

I break out on you, who

You won't believe it

Good job

The game isn't done yet

Weeks of preparation have been taken action

I don't take kindly to that

You're expected soon

Very soon